Bored now.

So I believe tomorrow one more person will know who I am infatuated with and unfortuanately this still isn't the one person besides me that I should really get around to telling. Lovely in't. I have had this problem alot since...well since forever. I go to everyone I know hoping that I'll get some advice or insight, before I actually go to the person who would know better than anyone else what my chances are.
My continued failure at life and how much I've not changed, no matter how much evidence there is to the contrary, amuses me. Clearly I have an overactive ego or super-ego or something or an underactive id. Which is funny since when people ask me advice I always give them a very id like answer. "Should I cut class?" "You know you want to," "I'm tired," "Then sleep," "But I've got homework," "So?"

'nough said.
Over. Out.

I'm 18. It doesn't seem much different, except I've got this throbbing pain in my heels, but that could just be from the ice skating. There is after all a reason that I've only been 4 times in my life. Spent the day in Berkeley. Getting temporarily misdirected was fun. Ice skating was fun. Pizza was fun. My company was fun.
Lifes been sucking otherwise recently. Stupid English teacher, stupid paper that I should be doing right now cuz stupid teacher made it due over winter break. Does that seem right to you? Got kicked out of a house by someone who was in the Bahamas and has not been a resident of said house in almost a year. Got rained on. Hardware to get video from camera onto computer had a midlife crisis then died. I'm seriously considering just dropping out and starting at City next semester instead of in the Fall.

'nough said.
Over. Out.